This prompt leave the door wide open doesn’t it?
When I was a young pup ‘having it all was never enough. It didn’t matter what the subject was there was always more to be had. More adventure, more indulgence, more roads to travel. Here I am still travelling through this amazing journey and finding that attaining ‘goals’ is a fine feeling but is it enough?
Na, I think not.
I had it all more times than I can think of at the moment and every time I attained the feeling of having it all I was left unfocused. Left with a feeling of emptiness and wanting…more.
In 2007 I thought I had lost it all. I lost my desire to live, lost faith in the Lord, lost the confidence I was always known for. I lost it all. I had never given much thought to how good I had it in life, always looking for something new instead of reflecting on the blessings I had received before.
Thus began my new journey of obtaining something new to me, faith. It wasn't really 'new' as I had been brought up as a part time believer. But this time around I didn't have someone preaching to me about sharing my wealth with them so they could have it all, No ma'am, it was a personal voyage, a one on one with my savior that has turned my life around.
Since then, I am searching for answers that are attainable, feelings of peace, emptying the garbage and heavy thoughts that scamper around inside my head causing chaos. I know I will never have it all in this endeavor until the day I rise and meet my gracious host. is it attainable, only time will tell.
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